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he who reigns

the king reigns, isn´t it so? but what if in the end, there are none to reign over?
won´t the King feel a little sad and lonley then? scared, even

sometimes

turn to others for guidance
if where you go don´t do you no good

he who wants

oh, how he wants desperately ...but never will he get involved - no emotions allowed, nor desired, nor nothing. what a fate!

energy

from a pool with no end go, burn it
till the shit hits the fan

he who wants

oh, how he wants desperately ...but never will he get involved - no emotions allowed, nor desired, nor nothing. what a fate!

eerie,

is that feeling that of being watched in the shadows, at night, in the light of day that of being told what to do, at every turn eerie...

so simple

it would be, if someone just told you to hit the brakes before it´s too late
and you listened...

in life

you sometimes want to try things out different stuff that sometimes backfires in a way, terribly in a way, beautifully!

just for a moment

that feeling, washing through you love, enlightenment just a glimpse lingers

magic

it seems, takes on many shapes and sizes
sometimes frigthening
sometimes exhilariting
but never to be feared!

spent

the weekend with the best of friends i, rockin´ how very nice it was then they were all gone and it wasn´t nice at all :(

so nice

were the things i was gonna tell you! then, all of a sudden
it was all gone

body, spirit and soul

we´re built so differently, some have a strong skeleton, some a strong mind,
some neither

you know,

those rotten days the ones that take no prisoners

the weather forecast

says clouds are coming and you can´t stop them for haven´t you honed the skill? that of going with the downward flow spiralling

life

is so precious yet some will want to give it
up

a dreary mood

thoughts wander, to dark places
still - the sun might be shining, if only you look up!

there are times

when even those who do not believe pray because there is no other way

this song

not at all written as a prayer but the years molded it into one

a true thing

cannot be said too often

if only

you could spread your wings and fly - far above the dark clouds, to where the sun is ever shining and the sky is ever blue!

hope and anticipation

is like a long road with something nice at the end
is like sailing the wide sea - your sea!
is like climbing a tall, tall mountain
too bad, then if you don´t quite believe in it, in yourself

it´s when the little things go grand

that things start to go awry, asunder and spiral out of control.

some people say



a lot of things
on how you should behave

would they like it the other way around?

...then again - they might be right...

it´s not easy



to find the way
you may try it on your own

you may try to get some help

...or maybe both?

finally!



the feeling of holding on to something solid!
that there is a piece of REAL in your life

ever so evasive

...but here now - for how long?

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i was king
reel it in
roll with me
i don´t wanna feel nothin
play me
solo
godly
gutsji bama
don´t fear the magic
the fall
i was gonna tell you something nice
bleak bones
bad days
clouds
mr. scotchman
you looked up
wash away ii
wash away
fly, fly, fly, fly
long road
anchors away
slow down
sometimes
something real
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E|E|A|Aintro


E yeah,
yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
i was
Aking


i was a
Esailor,

the
Asea
was mine
i was a
Epilot,

the
Askies
were mine
i was a
Elion,

the
Afields
were mine

yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
i was king

i was the ocean,
the sailors were mine
i was the clouds up above,
the pilots were mine
i was a sun torn field,
the lions were mine

i had a kindom,
i was king
i had a kingdom,
i was king
i had the Kingdom Come,
i was king
Am G | Am G x 4intro


now
Amreel
it
Gin,
boy
Amreel
it
Gin

Amthat
thought´s too for
Gbig
for
Am | Gyou

Amnow
reel it
Gin,
boy
Amreel
it
Gin

Amthat
thought just might
destroy
Gyou


Dmand
if you ever get such
a
Cgrand
idea again
Dmand
if i´m not standing by
your
Cside

Dmknow
that you can always,
always turn to
CHim

Dmhe´ll
tell you clean
what´s
Cright,
what´s
Gright

what´s
Amright


you had these visions
beautiful visions
like you´d never had before
you had these visions
beautiful visions
that would open every door

and if you ever get such
a grand idea again
and if i´m not standing by
your side
know that you can always,
always turn to Him
he´ll tell you clean
what´s right, what´s right
what´s right

now reel it in, boy
reel it in
that thought´s too big for you
reel it in, boy
reel it in
that thought just might
destroy you
GI´m
flyin´
Dhigh

i´ve got a
Cjet
engine
Hmpowering
my
G D C Hmbutt

GMy
head is
Dspinning,
spins so
Cfast

pro
Hmpeller
engine
Ggoin´
full
D C Hmblast



GRoll
with
Dme,

CCome
on and
Hmroll
with
G D C Hmme

GRol
Dl,
Ctill
there is
Hmnothing
G D C Hmleft


AmThese
moments
don´t
Clast

for
Gever

DGotta
Cenjoy
them
Hmwhile
you
Amcan

uno, dos, tres, catorze!

I´ve got ideas,
spillin over the brim
I´ve got a multitude of projects,
just flyin´ in the wind
Ci don´t
wanna go where you wanna go,
i don´t wanna see what you wanna show
take me to the heavens and way beyond,
let me be your player
let me be the one

Emi don´t
wanna feel nothin´
i don´t wanna feel nothin´
i don´t wanna feel nothin´

you can be my butterly
and flap your floppy wings
you be the designer of
unspeakeable things
you the map, you the key
you know i won´t be lost

i don´t wanna feel nothin´
i don´t wanna feel nothin´
i don´t wanna feel nothin´

Emlet
there be nothin´ to
Chold
me
Dnothin´
at
Emall
		you play me like a guitar
		i do your bidding
		i do it
		all the time
		and that´s ok

		you play me like a guitar
		i do your bidding
		all the time
		and that´s ok

		i crawl for you baby
		i crawl for you baby
		yeah
		that´s what i do
		i crawl for you master
		yeah
		i crawl for you
		i crawl for you baby
		baby, master, baby

		you play me like a guitar
		that´s what you do
		yeah
		you play me like a guitar

		i crawl for you master
		you play me like a guitar
		and i crawl for you master
		that´s what i do
		that´s what you do
		that´s what we do
					
Bm | A | Em | Emintro


listen, listen
what i´m about to tell you
is very, very important
it could change
everything
for you

Di
just wanted to
Ago
there
Gagain

Di
just wanted to
Ahum
that tune with you
Gone
more time
Di
just wanted to
Ago
there
Gagain

Di
just wanted to
Ahum
that tune with you
Gone
more time
but you say

that
Bmsolo

that
Asolo

is not for
Emyou


i just wanted to go there again
i just wanted to hum that tune with you
one more time
i just wanted to go there again
i just wanted to hum that tune with you
one more time
but you say

that solo
that solo
is not for you

listen, listen
you really need to get this
into your head
Am | G | C | Bmintro


aaah,
i think we´ll start with the chorus
yeah!

C#msing
along
F#msing
along
Ayou
know i won´t be
Dheart
broken
Dm...


Ami
had these
Gideas

that i
Cwanted
to
Bm (repeat schema)test

there were among them some quite unusual
for the rest of you, but
i did not want them to be as bad as you
might think
and i did not want to feel like a
nonhuman
as i did
god is in me
god was without
and i could do nothing but sit back and
laugh and shout
cause i lost all my senses
but got more control
a goddess was in me
was my heart and was my
soul

sing along
sing along
you know i won´t be
heartbroken

i had these ideas
i wanted to test
there were among them some quite unusual
for the rest of you...
C | C | C | Cintro


Cthere´s
something very
D7nice
, so nice
Ggoing
on inside of
Cme

Fand
i had
E7hunch,
a big hunch
it was
Amcoming

Fjust
Ghow
i could not
Csee


D7 | G ohooooh

E7 | Am oooooooh
F E7 | Am...


it was almost like benares, you know
under that old tree
only i was on the ocean
it came flowing over me
a river of love that set me free

ohooooh
oooooohooo

you offered me a future
so bright
said i can do whatever i like
though i kinda already knew it
it meant the world to me
come on give me a hug you said and we
closed that deal

ohooo
ooohooo

oh, everythin´s so new now, so new
yet everythin´s the same
thoguht i´d hit the right path from
here on and in
then i realized that´s where
i´ve always been

ohooo
oooohooo

thought i´d hit the right path from
here on and in
then i realized that´s where
i´ve always been
yeah i realized that´s where
i´ve always been
A|DA|A|EAintro


Dsome
days are
Aboring

and
Eothers
can turn
Aout

Dto
be down-
Aright

mun-
Edane,
Ayeah

Dbut
it can be
Ahidden
in the
Esimplest
of
Athings

Dall
shades of
Agrey
can be
Ewashed
away with the rain

Aso

when
Dthe-
Are

hold on to
E Ait

and don´t fear
the
Dma-
Agic

don´t fear the
Ema-
Agic


i would like
for everyone to see
the difference in light
this very morning
the clouds are red
and passes their glow
on to us
you and me
D | G | D | Gintro


you
Dknow
this here weekend
was almost too good to be
Gtrue

Emall
you good
Gpeople

Emand
hard rockin´
Dtoo


well i was way up there
enjoying my life
right there in the spotlight
suckin´ it in
suckin´ it all

but now my friend
now my love
i am expecting
the fall

this here little story
it ain´t exacstly new
icaros knew how to fly
yet he regretted he flew

well i was way up there
enjoying my life
right there in the spot light
suckin´ it in
suckin´ it all

but now my friend
now my love
i am expecting
the fall

but now my friend
now my love
i am expecting
the fall

i am expecting
the fall

i am expecting
the fall

i am expecting
the fall
E | GGA | E | GGEintro


Ei
was gonna tell you
something
Gnice

about the
Alife
on the mountain tops
and
Glove
each other all the time
and
Fthere
will be no trouble
for-
Eever
E | GGA | E | GGE....


i was gonna tell you
something nice
because there was the sun
there was the holidays
sort of all the things you need
to be happy

Bmbut
it´s still, the
F#mwater

my
Bmriver
run
F#mdry

Bmtell
me - what´s so
F#mnice
about
GA | GAthat

Bmyeah
it´s still, the
F#mwater

my
Bmriver
run
F#mdry

Bmtell
me what´s so
F#mnice
about
G Athat

Gwhat´s
so
Fnice
about
Ethat?


i was gonna tell you
something nice
coz i had it in the palm of my hand
now it´s gone
i don´t remember

but it´s still, the water
my river run dry
tell me - what´s so nice about that
yeah it´s still, the water
my river run dry
tell me what´s so nice about that
what´s so nice about that?

but it´s still, the water
my river run dry
tell me - what´s so nice about that
yeah it´s still, the water
my river run dry
tell me what´s so nice about that
what´s so nice about that?
E | E | E | Eintro


Ei´m
sitting at the mike
my body has gone on a strike
cannot find no words to sing
and i feel like i cannot win
coz
Beverything
is just so bad these days
and i
Afeel
like i cannot
Ewin

feel like i cannot win
coz
Beverything
is just so bad these days
and i
Afeel
like i cannot
Ewin

feel like i cannot win

i´m walking down the street
facing no one that i meet
my head turned down
wanna find a hole in the ground
and disappear

coz everything is just so bad these days
and i feel like i cannot win
feel like i cannot win
coz everything is just so bad these days
and i feel like i cannot win
feel like i cannot win

lying flat out on the couch
lying flat out on my bed
can´t remember what he said
the shrink with the bright side
all i want is to hide

coz everything is just so bad these days
and i feel like i cannot win
feel like i cannot win
coz everything is just so bad these days
and i feel like i cannot win
feel like i cannot win

the phone rings
i let it ring
i´m curious of no things
everything is black and damp and cold
and i feel like i cannot cope no more

coz everything is just so bad these days
and i feel like i cannot win
feel like i cannot win
coz everything is just so bad these days
and i feel like i cannot win
feel like i cannot win

C|F|C|F|C|B7|B7|B7|Am|Am|C|F|C|Cintro


Cyou
say there are
Fclouds

hangin´over
Cyou

dark
Fclouds

hangin´ over
Cyou

B7and
they just won´t go away
Amno
matter what you do
Cthey
just keep
Fhangin´
over
Cyou


you say you´ve got trouble
comin´ your way
yeah big trouble
comin down your way
and you don´t know what to do about it
no matter how hard you think
still it seems there´s trouble
coming down your way

Gi
wish i could help you
Ftell
you what to
Cdo

Gi
wish i could
B7chase
those clouds
Amaway

Cbut
they just keep
Fhangin´
over
Cyou


you say you care ´bout nothin´
not you, not me
eyes wide open
you still can´t see
you don´t do nothin´ ´bout it at all
cause that´s just what it´s like
you don´t care
´bout nothin´ at all

you say there are clouds
hangin´ over you
dark clouds
hangin´ over you
and they just won´t go away
no matter what you do
they just keep
hangin´ over
you
Dm||Dm|F|C|G|Am|F|Am|Fintro


Amone
bottle down
one more to go
don´t really care
which way the wind blows
cause i´m
Csittin´
in a
Dmdreary,
old
Fpub

and the night is a´comin´
Amon

Fthe
night is a´
Amcomin
on
F|F....


if the bitch at the bar
were my little bitch,
and the ass next to her
grabbed her ass like he does
i´d smack her up real good
now i couldn´t care less
i couldn´t care less

Dmhey
mr. scotchman
Fspeak
your soothing
C|Gwords

Dmhey
mr. scotchman
Fyou
know how i
C|Ghurt

Dmsooth
me now
Fthere,
there
Gsooth
me
Am|F|Am|Fnow


stumble through the door
into the street
icy wind blowing right up my sleeve
i don´t know where to go
there´s only one road

the rope or the river
the cliff, the cold night
whispers through the din
let go of your fright
the bottles are all empty now
this is it, time to go
time to go

hey mr. scotchman
speak your soothing words
hey mr. scotchman
you know how i
hurt
sooth me now
there, there
sooth me now
sooth me now
and
Gyou
looked
F#mup

to the
Bmsky
and
D7saw

that
Gnothing
had changed
and
F#mnothing
ever
A7would

yeah, you looked up to the sky and saw
the sun was there
just as it should

Drambeled
through the woods
on a
Adreary
night
no
Gdirection,
and
Dno
A light

Dhow
inviting that
Atall,
dark tree
Gclimb
it
Donce

that´s
Aall


and you looked up...

singing nothing but a sullen tune
your mind catching on
with the groove
how inviting that tall, dark tree
climb it once, that´s all

Doh,
what to
Ado

where to
G D | Ago


yeah you looked up...
		wash away
		wash away

		wash away
		wash away

		wash away, wash away
		the stains of that
		wearying day


		wash away, wash away
		the joys of that
		glorious day

		take me to that
		quiet place

		take me to that
		quiet place

		take me to that
		quiet place

		take me to that
		quiet place
		wash away, wash away
		the stains of that
		wearying day

		wash away, wash away
		the stains of that
		wearying day

		take me to that
		quiet place

		wash away, wash away
		the joys of that
		glorious day

		wash away, wash away
		the joys of that
		glorious day

		take me to that
		quiet place

		take me to that
		quiet place
		take me to that
		quiet place
		take me to that
		quiet place

A G | D x4intro


Dit´s
like a long road,
Gspread
out
Dahead

it´s like it´s
Ayour
road, if you
Gonly
Ddare

Ayeah,
if
Gyou
only
D | E | F dare


Gwhen
you spell
Bmit,
it
Csounds
so
Dsimple

Gbut
you know it´s
D C | Bm Am |haaaaaaaaard
for
Dme


it´s like a wide ocean
waiting to be sailed
it´s like it´s your ocean
if you don´t fail
yeah, if you don´t fail

it´s like a tall, tall mountain
grown into the sky
it´s like it´s your mountain
if you only try
yeah, if you only try

Aand
you know the sun is shining,
Gjust
for
Dyou

Ayou
can go´bout it
Gany
way you
Dwill

Aso
why´re you standing still

you play me like a guitar i do your bidding i do it all the time and that´s ok you play me like a guitar i do your bidding all the time and that´s ok i crawl for you baby i crawl for you baby yeah that´s what i do i crawl for you master yeah i crawl for you i crawl for you baby baby, master, baby you play me like a guitar that´s what you do yeah you play me like a guitar i crawl for you master you play me like a guitar and i crawl for you master that´s what i do that´s what you do that´s what we do

Frattle
my bones,
G7shake
me up, judy
Cshake
me up judy

D7broke
a leg when my
girlfriend ditched me
Gi
guess you know how it
Cgoes

D7a
dislocated shoulder was the doing
of
Gmy
stupid
Cboss


i bruised my spinal tap
when i couldn´t have
the car i wanted the most
i cracked my skull, and i´m sorry to say
i can blame none but myself

D7some
people have this weird constitution
their
Gbody
is held up by their
Cbones

but
D7judy,
it´s different with me, judy
Gmy
mind is my,
my mind is my
Cskeleton

you say there are clouds hangin´over you dark clouds hangin´ over you and they just won´t go away no matter what you do they just keep hangin´ over you you say you´ve got trouble comin´ your way yeah big trouble comin down your way and you don´t know what to do about it no matter how hard you think still it seems there´s trouble coming down your way i wish i could help you tell you what to do i wish i could chase those clouds away but they just keep hangin´ over you you say you care ´bout nothin´ not you, not me eyes wide open you still can´t see you don´t do nothin´ ´bout it at all cause that´s just what it´s like you don´t care ´bout nothin´ at all you say there are clouds hangin´ over you dark clouds hangin´ over you and they just won´t go away no matter what you do they just keep hangin´ over you

one bottle down one more to go don´t really care which way the wind blows cause i´m sittin´ in a dreary, old pub and the night is a´comin´ on the night is a´comin on if the bitch at the bar were my little bitch, and the ass next to her grabbed her ass like he does i´d smack her up real good now i couldn´t care less i couldn´t care less hey mr. scotchman speak your soothing words hey mr. scotchman you know how i hurt sooth me now there, there sooth me now stumble through the door into the street icy wind blowing right up my sleeve i don´t know where to go there´s only one road the rope or the river the cliff, the cold night whispers through the din let go of your fright the bottles are all empty now this is it, time to go time to go hey mr. scotchman speak your soothing words hey mr. scotchman you know how i hurt sooth me now there, there sooth me now sooth me now
wash away wash away wash away wash away wash away, wash away the stains of that wearying day wash away, wash away the joys of that glorious day take me to that quiet place take me to that quiet place take me to that quiet place take me to that quiet place
wash away, wash away the stains of that wearying day wash away, wash away the stains of that wearying day take me to that quiet place wash away, wash away the joys of that glorious day wash away, wash away the joys of that glorious day take me to that quiet place take me to that quiet place take me to that quiet place take me to that quiet place
Dfly,
fly, fly, fly
G Aover
the
Drain

Dfly,
fly, fly, fly
and
G Ayou´ll
see blue skies
Dagain

F#mforever
going
Gdown
Athe
Dstream

F#mforever
where
Gthere
is
Anothing
to
Dsee


Ayou
used to have
such a
Ghappy
, happy
Dface

Ayou
used to
A G F#m Ems-i-n-g

throughout the
Aday
A7 G F#m Em..........


now all´s gone bad, so bad for you
running around, running away
but you´ll come back one day
oh, yeah, you´ll come back one day

Emoh,
don´t you
A A7see

Emeverything
is
Gin
F#mit´s
right
Aplace

just spread your wings and
Dfly,
fly, fly, fly....
C|C|C|C|F|F|G|C|Cintro


Cif
i smoke a cigarette
anchors away
if i smoke two cigarettes
anchors away
and
Fif
i smoke a pack in a day
Gbig,
big anchors
Caway


if i write you a song
anchors away
if i write you two songs
anchors away
and if i stay up all night to record them, big, big anchors away

if i speak
anchors away
if i speak in funny accents
anchors away
and if i talk to myself in funny accents
big, big anchors away

Ami
don´t mind
i don´t mind at all
this is the beauty of my life,
that i know
i can fly
Dmhowever
close to the sun
i
Gwanna
Cgo


if i see the world
anchors away
if i see the world a little differently from you
anchors away
and if i like that the world
spins and revolves
big, big anchors away

if i see a sexy dame
anchors away
if i think that i can do her
anchors away
and if i think i can do them all
big, big anchors away

if i pray to the lord
anchors away
if i love my Lord, Jesus
anchors away
and if want to be like my Lord, Jesus
big, big anchors away
G|Am|Bm|Cintro


Gain´t
got a
Amcare
in the world
Bmain´t
what you
Cheard

Gain´t
got no
Amworries

and
Bmthat´s
my
Cstory


Dgo
Amahead

Gtell
every
Amone

Dgo
Amahead

Gshout
it out
Cloud


got myself a focus
a way to go
and the pace is set
never slow

go ahead...

Amyou
don´t like it
you
Fdon´t
approve
Csay
there´s something wrong
Gwith
this mood
Fslow
down
Cslow
down
to
E7something
recognizable
to something recogniza-
Amble

C#m|C#m|C#m|A|G# F#m|C#m|A|C#mintro


C#msometimes
all you have is all you have
Asometimes
all you see is all you
G#see

F#msometimes
what you feel is not
C#mwhat
you feel
F#msometimes
what´s real
is not
C#mreal


Hyou´ve
got to go
Asomewhere
else
F#mcome
back a little
C#mwi -
F#m ser

Hyou´ve
got to sort it out
Ayourself

F#mor
maybe with
C#msome
help
A G E x 3 G Eintro


Atell
me all about the
Gplans
you´ve
Egot

Atell
me there is nothing in the world
Gthat
can make you
Estop


oooh I think you´re
Gon
to something
something
Avery
Ereal

oooh I think you´re
Gon
to something
is that
Ahow
you
Efeel?


Aall
those plagued years of living under doubt
Enever
ever good enough, never ever rock
Gsolid,
frail like a daylight ghost
what a
Ewaste,
what a waste, what a waste

Aand
you thought you had to go down, all the way down
Ewhen
there is only up and all you´ve got is power
to do and
Gcreate
and stuff
what a
Ewaste,
what a waste, what a waste

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